Personal thoughts

Wingspan is growing

Four wings here. Three yarns

Noro Yuzen and an old modular swatch

I love the colors of this yarn. I’ve loved them for several years. The yarn is now discontinued, but a similar color way creeps into other Noro yarns. I’ve swatched the yarn and started several projects. The last one was a modular thing I didn’t like. So I frogged it.

As I started this Wingspan, I realized I’d need more yarn, so chose several. The Noro must be special to me. I had one unwound skein left and the other three skeins looked like this.

Roughly 5 yard balls.

The things we do for the love of yarn!

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Oradour-sur-Glane, a lesson

June, 1944 — We think of D-Day. The Allies stormed the beaches of Normandy, and Hitler’s destiny was set.  Thousands still visit those beaches and honor the men who fought and died there. It was violent and beastly and horrific–but it was a war we understood, and we believed it was necessary.

A few days later, June 10, 1944, in a small village, home to less than 1500 people, along the river Glane in central France, another violent, beastly, horrific event took place.  But this event was neither necessary nor rational– just the evil in man in full array.

Oradour-sur-Glane had a tram that connected it to the nearby city of Limoges.

There was a garage, a cafe, a restaurant,

even a wine shop,

and a beauty shop.

And there were homes, some over the shops, and two schools for the children of the village. There was, of course, the village church.

The people of Oradour lived, worked, loved, laughed, prayed, ate, grieved–all the ordinary things of life. They cared for others in need. When the Nazis expelled people of the Moselle district from their homes, the village took them in. Think of the towns in America who responded to the people left homeless by Katrina. These were simply people who quietly went about the business of everyday living.

At 2:00pm, the SS arrived. They smiled and reassured the villagers that they were only doing a routine security check and would soon be gone.

By 3:00, all the villagers and any visitors to the town were gathered on a common. The children had been brought in a line from the schools. The people chatted and wondered a bit, but they cooperated fully.

At 3:30, the soldiers divided the people into smaller groups. Women and children were sent to the church. Men were sent to various larger buildings such as barns and the local garage. Everyone was friendly; everyone did as they were told. The soldiers began to set up machine guns–just part of the exercise. Still the people seemed not to be concerned.

At 4:00, there was an explosion somewhere outside the village. It was the signal. The machine guns fired, killing the men and older boys of the village simultaneously in the various locations. When the shooting stopped, soldiers walked among the dead, head-shooting anyone still breathing. The soldiers in the main area of Oradour began to loot the homes and drink the wines from the local shop. Then they set fire to the piles of bodies and the village buildings.

At 5:00, SS men entered the church at the edge of Oradour where all the women and children had sat listening to the events taking place. The soldiers carried a box from which hung fuses which, when lit, filled the church with suffocating smoke. When the women tried to escape through the doors, they were met with gunfire, forcing them back into the church. The doors were locked and the church was burned; all but one of those inside were killed. Among the dead were almost 200 small children, the youngest but eight days old.

One woman threw herself through a window near the altar and escaped to the nearby woods. Back at the barns, several teenage boys had managed to slide out the back door of a building and move from one hiding place to another as the soldiers checked for survivors. They, too, finally managed to get to safety. It is from these eyewitnesses that we know what happened that day.

The war ended. General de Gaulle came to Oradour, a shell of a village, destroyed because . . . well, no one really knows why Oradour was destroyed. Retaliation for D-Day? Suspicion of anti-German behavior? Maybe just because they had the power to do it?

De Gaulle asked the survivors who had been working in Limoges or other areas on that day to allow the village to be left just as it was. It was to be a visual reminder to the future of the costs of war. It was to be a memorial to the innocent who were massacred there by unimaginable evil.

And so it stands today. So stark–only a few signs to designate the buildings and a few plaques that list the names and ages of those who lived there.

Walls have and continue to crumble. The remains are mostly rusted metal frames of ordinary objects. They are haunting. Largest are the automobiles parked where they were that day. Farm equipment and tools are scattered in and around buildings. Bicycles still lean where left, as do tricycles and the frames of prams.

Most haunting to me are the sewing machines. I photographed eight of them and I only walked two streets. I felt driven to locate as many of them as I could. I looked in every building for them. Sewing machines I understand! They represent women who make things. Things they need and things of beauty. The sewing machines connected me to those women who died before I was even born.

Finally Steve and I joined each other and sat on a curbstone. We didn’t say much. Then he said, “In its own way, this whole place is a piece of art.” He was so right. That explains the strength of this memorial. It not only represents the deeds done here that day, it confronts us with where we would have fit had we been here. It moves us exactly as great art does.

The horror of Oradour is like that of Auschwitz, Dachau, Buchenwald, Warsaw. In the camps, the Jews were stripped, shaven, dehumanized. It is easier to understand why they were unable to resist, unable to rebel. It is less so, for me, here. Surely the people relocated from the Moselle region had shared their experiences. How could these villagers not suspected something, not tried to escape, not sent their children off to hide? According to the eye witnesses, none did. Why?

Does fear also create calm in our brains that helps us cope? Is it simply impossible for us to believe something this insanely horrible could actually be happening to us? Is it our humanity that prevents us from seeing or realizing how evil man can be?

I don’t know.

All I know is that I sat on that rock and thought of the mothers in that church and of their despair as they realized they could not protect, save their children. I couldn’t feel their pain, or their panic; but I could feel my connection to them. It was strong, like a huge knot–and there was fear.

I’m glad I discovered Oradour-sur-Glane while planning this trip. I’m glad I went there.I wish everyone would go, especially the political leaders of today’s world. The hate that created this massacre cannot be dismissed as a result of race or creed or even greed. The men who planned and carried out this act gained nothing. There was nothing to gain. This act had no rational purpose.

And those men–The men were found; they were tried; they were convicted; they were sentenced; and then, on the day of sentencing, they were released.

The war was over. It was deemed time to move on.

How incredibly quickly, and how ruinously, we choose to forget.

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Cabinet of Curiosities

I am putting off writing a blog about Oradour-sur-Glane because it will be hard to capture our feelings without being mawkish. I have never used that word before. I hope it means what I mean.

So this morning I drew my October entry for The Sketchbook Challenge. The theme is Cabinet of Curiosities. I had lots of ideas, but most were beyond my skill set. Looking at some pictures online, I read about someone collecting a coffee measure to use in a future mixed media project.

Well, that reminded me of Betsy Blount, a friend and colleague I haven’t seen in years. Once, on a trip, she bought me a wooden coffee measure. This was in the 1980s. I still use it almost everyday, and thus, I think of her that often. Being ADD, I don’t act on those thoughts, but she is still a great inspiration to me.

Then I thought about other small, unexpected gifts I have received over the years. I thought of ones that showed me someone had looked through all my bluff and seen a glimmer of the real me. There have been quite a few, but I am still limited by my skill set for my drawing.

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This is my sketch.
It includes my flower tattoo that my daughter gave me for an early 50s birthday. She told me Steve had said I’d never do it, so naturally, I did. I also knitted the entire time. The artist loved that.

The circle pin was the rage when I was a teen. The aunt who gave it to me always seemed to find the perfect gift for me. She, too, was a bit of an outsider in the family. Maybe she felt that connection with me.

Before I went to Australia for an extended stay, friend Rachel organized a little send off for me and brought a journal for everyone to write travel advice. It became my special travel journal where I recorded the best about a wonderful, life-changing adventure. It always shocks me to discover I am liked. Bad childhood there.

Meghan lived in Colorado so I saw her rarely. One Mother’s Day she sent me two knitted dishcloths. My baby had learned to knit. It was such a gift that she would share even a tiny bit of my passion. I cried all day.

While in France, the only green thing we ever saw anyone eat was lettuce or basil. By the time we settled in our seats for the return flight, I was craving green veggies. I told Steve I would kill for a head of Broccoli. The night we returned he served me one for dinner.

I hope my little skip down memory lane has triggered some pleasant thoughts in your mind. I’d love to hear about them.

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Home

So much I haven’t told you about, but I do want to respond to Chris and show you what I made while traveling around.

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This is my experimental swing knitting. Thank you, Renate, for introducing me to this technique. If you don’t know about it, search “swing knitting” on ravelry.

Here are some of my sketches:

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20121007-185646.jpg Flowers in the Memorial Park to members of the French Resistance and those taken to concentration camps from Sarlat, France.

20121007-185710.jpg Carcassonne and the crowds. Drinks at a small cafe in Sarlat.

There are more which I will share later, and I am knitting socks. Also bought some European knitting magazines.

We had a great time inFrance, but home is always so good. Especially when you have two sweet dogs waiting to greet you.

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Sarlat to Lescaux to Orleans

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Sarlat was great, but brief. We are in the phase of the trip where we are somewhere different every day as we make our way back to Paris and the airport.

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The medieval part of Sarlat was mostly restaurants and a busy square. They had a great Walk for Cancer sign that I had not seen before.

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Restaurants advertised their fares.

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I saw a sign with a picture of a sculpture I fell in love with while researching the trip. Part of the lure was the mystery of it. There are hundreds of photos of this sculpture on the web, but none of them explain it. I did take a picture of the sign.

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A bit later I noticed the sculpture—–just in front of the shop with the sign! Duh! I jumped up to get closer. I had a small conversation with him about his mysterious self and when I went to take my picture—-dead battery! At least I know where I can steal some pictures.

I asked Chris (our B&B owner) but he didn’t know the origin. Thank goodness he had excellent wi-fi so I searched and found this on Flickr.
“A bronze statue ‘le badaud’ (bystander) ponders the view over the market square. The artist is Gérard Auliac of Vitrac.” He is smaller than life size, or maybe he is medieval life size, fewer vitamins and all. I’m not the only person to talk to him.

I would love to spend more time here. But it is on to the caves and the Hotel Cro-Magnon. Seriously. Steve couldn’t resist the name.

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The whole day yesterday was spent trying to get Steve into a cave. Limited tickets, no reservations, schedules not followed, but finally he agreed to go to Lescaux Two, the reproduction of Lescaux. Even then we had to wait 90 min. for the ticket booth to open.

During the wait Steve met a cycling tour and talked to the guy leading it. Turned out that Christian has his permanent home in Arlington, Mass. Go, Kate. Steve seemed to really get interested in doing a tour after he saw these guys and learned there are tours for the fit, experienced rider. Yeah, don’t believe anything your wife says about these things.

He was moved by the cave and learned bunches. Later he left me in town and went to see some prehistoric sculpture which he liked. I knit and drank another Leffe in a bar filled with old French women traveling in small packs. By old, I mean they looked older than I do. Maybe.

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This part of France, the Dordogne, is our favorite. It reminds us of the Appalachians. The roads wind uphill forever and we rarely see another car. Of course, we still do not stop for pictures.

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We had a luxurious dinner at the Hotel Cro-Magnon. Starter was goat cheese ravioli set in a bowl of a carrot purée, garnished with tomatoes and veggies. Then I had salmon with julienne veggies and Steve had slow cooked lamb in a pastry. For the finish Steve had marscapone cheese and cake. I had salad and cheese. Major good cheese.

20121005-204054.jpgUp early this morning and headed north to Orleans, with a very moving stop at Oradour sur Glane, a village burned by the Nazi SS shortly after DDay, killing all inhabitants. The village has been left untouched since that time as a memorial to the horror of war. I’ll give that a blog of its own.

20121005-204254.jpgStaying at a random side of the motorway hotel BUT with a Dutch pro cycling team led by Johnny Hoogerland. We are having dinner in the hotel restaurant, as is the team. Could be fun.

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The Curse of Tourism, the Joy of Sarlat

Carcassonne was a bust. Sorry, Chris. It is a collection of tricky-tacky tourist shops and Renaissance Festival acts. The walls are impressive, but . . . .

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I got about 100 feet from the Chateau Comtal before the tendons felt like they were tearing loose from my right hip and I couldn’t go on. Sat on a bench and dropped a tear before making a list of good things in my journal. Sent Steve on after agreeing to meet at the tavern. With the lure of wine, I managed to hobble there.

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With wine and journal, I mused. Notice I haven’t mentioned food. Next to me were a couple from the States and a Brit currently living in Japan. The Brit told lovely stories and I shamelessly listened in while sketching the walls and the crowd.

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Steve come back and wisely reported that I wouldn’t have liked the chateau. He had bought me a book about Carcassonne. He never buys that kind of thing so it was really sweet. He ordered me a second wine and went off to find us a place to eat. I toasted my neighbor Anne, as I had promised to do, and relaxed.

Dinner was neat. I required Steve to order a cassoulet–white beans and lots of sausage and duck. I had some of the beans and they were tasty. I had cheese omelet and a big salad plus I felt compelled to drink a glass of Leffe in honor of Vicki and Joe. That it is an incredibly tasty Belgian beer had nothing to do with it.

By this point pain had no hold on me. Usually a bit too much makes me sleepy. This time I felt invincible which answered the question of how I was going to get to the hotel.

While I slept, Steve went out and located a medical supply store. This morning we went and bought me a cane de marche. Maybe I can get a few more steps each day from it. If not, I’ll knit and sketch and be happy.

We are headed to Sarlat and caves with pre-historic paintings. It is also market day there and I am thinking of cheese and strawberries.

Sorry I have no wonderful story to tell today, but as Scarlet said, “Tomorrow is another day.”

Later same day in Sarlat.

Joy. The hotel for tonight is lovely and old fashioned. Owned by Chris who is British, it has a flavor of what I’ve read in Brit novels of the 1930s. He is an elegant gentleman in every sense of both words.

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The land around Sarlat reminds me of our lower mountains. We passed beautiful villages and many nice homes. I have no real pictures of that—Steve doesn’t stop the car for pictures, especially art pictures for which he sees no need.

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Think large forests of trees, like sycamores or something, planted in rows. Fields of sunflowers mostly harvested, but with a few flowers left. Stately farm homes and then summer homes with lovely gardens. Narrow twisty roads going up, up, up.

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The cane is helping me a lot, so I may walk down to the garden I can see from my window and knit a while.

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This is the first time I have ever photographed the bathroom in a hotel. I love this tub.

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In fact the bath is larger that our entire room last night, but the rate is less.

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Internet Problems

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Steve took this with iPad. Plan to frame it when we return.

Having bizarre Internet problems so will just attempt to post a few pictures.

Flickr pics here. If that doesn’t work, and if you are interested, search for jprater28209 on Flickr. Family members will be tested on these photos and scores will be reflected in the will.

Hope to find better Internet later.

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First Post from France

20120930-093333.jpgFrom my journal–
Sept. 29 8:30 am
Landed safely at Charles de Gaulle airport. Now on board the TGV to Avignon. CDG is very gray and a bit grimy. Heard many languages being spoken. Poor amenities. We are in 1st class on this train and it is nice. We have large comfy seats and big windows. There is a fold down desktop and a power supply. The seats are silver gray and white stripes, reminding me a bit of the classic French sailor shirt.

I slept about 5 hours on the plane thanks to Ambien and had weak coffee and a fully chemicalized muffin top for breakfast. USAirways just is a second class airline. Travel JetBlue out of Charlotte when you can. I won’t bore you with our seat assignment debacle. We sorted it.

The coffee on the train was wonderful and I learned a new trick for drinking coffee. I may have invented it. They serve you tiny sticks of dark chocolate with it. For lack of a spoon, I stirred my hot coffee with the chocolate, then licked the melted stick. Ymmmmmmmm m. So I did it again, And again. When the stick was too small for that, I just put it in my mouth and drank the coffee over it. Wonderful.

Out the window was lovely. Lots of white cows in rolling pastures and farm buildings that looked centuries old. I took pics through the window and have no way to Photoshop them, so you will have to take them as they are.

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When was the last time you used the word bucolic? Me, too, but it is the perfect word to describe what I am seeing in central France.

Saturday night 11:30 pm
Sitting up in bed listening to the street.

Huge thunderstorms all afternoon in Arles. Went for a walk and got soaked. Will my tennis shoes ever dry? Neat shops, twisty close streets; must find the soap shop again tomorrow. !!! Dumb! For twenty years I have carried a rain poncho in a nice plastic bag to cities all over the world. Never had to use it. Found it in my bag when I unpacked tonight! Didn’t have to get so wet. Dumb!

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We knocked around a bit between deluges. Steve is so sleepy he doesn’t really know what he wants to do. (Would not take Ambien.) we finally stopped for the requisite tourist drink at the Cafe la Nuit of Van Gogh fame. Beautiful waitress, but grumpy manager. Lots of Japanese men having coffee there.

I took artsy pictures until Steve began to lose patience. I will return tomorrow to shoot the amazing old doors everywhere.

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Slept through dinner so I am starving. Will find grocery tomorrow and stock the room with bread, cheese and fruit. Already have wine!

My knee hurts like bloody hell, but I will not give in unless it completely gives out. Tomorrow I will merely walk from cafe to cafe or shop to shop. Steve will have to hike on his own.

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Kharma at the MS Ride to the Beach and FOs

Steve makes ready in Kershaw, SC

This is a happy man getting ready to ride the annual MS Ride to the Beach. He does this every year for fun and for Lynda. Little does he know what awaits us.

This year I went with him to make transport easier and to enjoy some of this myself. Drove to Florence, SC, to the days endpoint about 75 miles away. Shopped, bought lunch and went to Frances Marion University to await Steve’s finish. Sketched and talked with some really nice folks. We cheered arrivals, including Steve’s, and when we got to the car, the bottom dropped out. My wallet was gone–missing from my art bag.

Long story short–
Searched everywhere with lots of MS volunteer help.
Search dumpster with help from FMU.
Alerted public through the DJ.
Waited and waited with help from the beer truck.
Steve lost the fob which operates the car IN the car, so car would operate–for ANYONE!
Cried and canceled cards.
No drivers license or ID so can’t drive to beach.
Steve abandons ride. Said karma too bad.
Came home Sunday.
Late Sunday night message comes that wallet found and is coming back to Charlotte.

It was found by a rider when she arrived in Sunset Beach. It was in her sag luggage. She had no idea how. I had never been near the riders’ luggage area. Even more surprising none of the money or cards were missing. Mystery which won’t be solved.

Anyway I painted this

Tent City at Frances Marion U in Florence, SC

I recently made my first hard bound book. I used book board covered in batik fabric for the covers and paper from a nice sketchbook. Here’s the result.

Batik Cover

Coptic binding

First hardback book — lies flat

First hardback book — explanation

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Freedom Park

The high is in the low 80s and it feels marvelous.  This is sitting outside under a nice tree weather, so we went to the park.  The point on the near left is a small island with a bandshell and a gorgeous willow tree.  That was our destination.

It was a beautiful day.

When we arrived, we met Elena.  She is from Russia and had come to the park on her way to her first radiation treatment following a lumpectomy.  She came by bus and then by bike.  We talked about language, how we had been taught about each other’s country, about faith (She is a Seventh Day Adventist) and about family.  She is visiting her son and his family here and it was here the lump in her breast had been discovered.  Health costs being what they are and her without insurance, the surgery created a great problem.  Her fellow Adventists here in Charlotte had arranged everything for her and she was incredibly grateful.  I tried to draw her after she left us.  She really is much nicer looking; I loved her Ballentine hat and the polka dot shirt she wore.  My art goal that day was to draw very rapidly in preparation for my travel sketches.

After Elena left, we settled in for our nature experience.

Bella’s major concern was these strange beings that floated on the water and made highly annoying sounds.  If they were close, she was watching.

Jake was more interested in the people and dogs walking along the path across the pond from us.  You can see the metal stake to which their tethers are tied.  They had lots of roaming room but still managed to get caught up on the bench behind us several times.

I sketched both of the dogs.  Bella with her muddy nose insisted on sitting on my plastic tote bag.  She is not about getting dirty and was glad when I cleaned her nose.  Jake is so hard to capture because he is so dark and his face is a hairy blur most of the time. Solved that problem by drawing him from the back.

I also drew a rather bad watercolor of the pond.  I had a bunch of problems with it, the colors, the depth perception, etc., and didn’t solve them, but learned some things that don’t work.  Sometimes that is good enough.  I took pictures to revisit the scene later.

On the way out we looked over the new Charlotte Bicycles.

One sign indicated that you can take a bike for 30 minutes for free.  If you look at the map, you can ride all over the city switching bikes at each location and spend no money at all.  Clever idea—not mine—it was on a poster from the city.  The bikes have nice baskets so you can run an errand while you exercise.  Brisbane had just started a program like this when we were in Australia and it was well received.  I hope this one works out well for Charlotte.

I took new portrait pics of the dogs while we were there.  Notice that Jake, “the dog with the teeth,” is now “the dog with the TOOTH.”  We assume he broke the big fang sliding into the front door in an attempt to get at the mailman and tear his liver out.  That’s how he lost several of the small teeth in front.  Anyway, I discovered him with the tooth hanging.  He didn’t ever seem to be in pain from it.  It broke off cleanly.  He finally licked it completely off and I found it in the floor.  Steve saved it to show to Evan as little boys like that kind of thing. . .so he says. Tooth or no tooth, he’s still my adorable Jake.  Portraits are in the right sidebar.

I’m off to a soccer game and another beautiful fall day.  More later . . .

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